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Location: California, United States
Gender: Female


Interests: Writting: music, songs, poems. Taking pictures of random things. Hanging out. Painting. Watching old horror flicks. Playing my guitar. Air-drumming. Obsessing over random bands.
Expertise: Procrastinating, Forgetting Things, Making and Breaking Friends, Not Listening, Silence.
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Member Since: 1/17/2004

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Thursday, September 09, 2004

Eh...tyler's dumb, i was SUPPOSED to tell all of you first, but, *shrugs*. So, if you didn't already know, new xanga, www.xanga.com/Starcrossed_Lovers3

he he. Check it out.


Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Hi...

It's been a long day...a lot of crying (on my and others' parts), a lot of good memories...I miss her a lot...

I found out the her funeral is sunday and the visatation is on saturday. For anyone who wants know. I'm not sure about the times tho, it was on the news. I don't think i could stomach the visatation, so im prolly just gonna go to the funeral...im so sorry...

Friday, dress shopping with courtney (yes, surprisingly, I am going to Homecomming)

Saturday, soccer game, hannah might come over, visatation maybe.

Sunday, funeral...

"It's good to see you...(I missed you last night) That's such a lovely color, it goes with your eyes. And before we fall asleep (I just want you to know), this may seem easy, but there's choices to make..."

Emery - Fractions.

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Weak's End
By Emery
Fractions
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004

 

The Future Freaks Me Out -

i'm on fire and now i think i'm ready to bust a move-check it out i'm rockin' steady, go

betty won’t stop
listening to modern rock
how she hates to be alone
i try to compensate
her lack of love with coffee cake
ice cream and a bottle of ten dollar wine
she says "hey, i rock the haro sport.
i rock the cowgirl blues.
i rock too fast for love. i’m footloose in my velcro shoes.
what’s up with will and grace?
i don’t get drum and bass.
the future freaks me out."


i’m on fire
and now i think i’m ready
to bust a move
check it out i’m rockin steady
to the beat in my head that goes oh oh oh oh
i know that she’s the only one
i’d rather waste our time together
yeah cause we can get down


betty can’t quit
carving question marks in my wrist
"how come we’re so alone?"
we waste away the days
with nicotine and television samples
from an era we hate to admit we embrace
we fail to represent
we fail to be content
we fail at everything we ever even try to attempt
and so the story goes
as only betty knows
it’s time to take control


betty
i need you
i miss you
i’m so alone
without you
to call up
on the weekends
with my cellular phone
betty it’s so hard to relate
to the whole human race
i don’t know where to begin
i don’t know where to begin
if we could both find a way
to do the things that we say
we might not sit in our rooms
and drink our daydreams away
betty i’m a dreamer
i’m not a vicious schemer
oh betty won’t you-oh, fuck it

ha ha new favorite lyics.

Currently Playing
I Am the Movie
By Motion City Soundtrack
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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Hey ppl...

me and ty decided to get a joint xanga thing....

strange.

it's kinda like moving in with someone..

only on xanga.

lol.

well...aim's not working...

sad. I'll get on MSN tho...c if that works...l8r

 


Saturday, August 28, 2004

thirteen random things you like:
01) Tyler
02) Popcorn
03) Pens
04) Music
05) Purple
06) French Fries on my hamburger
07) Flowers
08) Fire
09) Umbrellas
10) Braclets
11) BMWs
12) Laughter
13) Balloons

twelve movies:
01) Ten Things I Hate About You
02) Moulin Rouge
03) Ghost Ship
04) The Exorcist
05) Mothman Prophecies
06) Pocohantas
07) A Clockwork Orange
08) Firestarter
09) Down With Love
10) Spiderman
11) Ferris Buler's Day Off
12) The Omen

eleven good bands/artists:
01) TBS
02) Chevelle
03) A.F.I.
04) My Chemical Romance
05) Brand New
06) Seether
07) Franz Ferdinad
08) The Streets
09)  Modest Mouse
10) Breaking Benjamin
11) The Killers

ten random things about you:
01) I love tyler. A LOT. A LOT A LOT. I MEAN A LOT.
02)  Iim really pale...like I never go outside.
03)  I love clear hairties
04) I only have three REAL friends. Like who know everything about me there is to know. (Excluding Tyler)
05) I carry one spiral notebook with me at all times.
06) I love carebears, strawberry shortcake and mr. rogers and other lil girl stuff like that. 
07) I watch Moulin Rouge, and eat massive amounts of popcorn whenever i feel sad.
08) I love the colors black, purple, and orange. 
10) I have ADHD, the most commonly distributed mental illness in the world...and i like shiny things.

nine favorite foods/drinks:
01) Pop
02) Popcorn
03) CHOCOLATE
04) Peanut Butter
05) French Fries dipped in Frostys from Wendy's.
07) Chicken Alfredo pizza
08) Pina Coloadas
09) Strawberrys

eight things you wear daily:
01) Shirt
02) Pants
03) Flip Flops.
04) Contacts
05) Chucks
06) Bracelet of some kind
07) Earrings
08) Makeup

seven things that annoy you:
01) Guys
02) Girls
03) Allergens
04) Parents
05) My little sister
06) School
07) When people say stuff about me or other ppl that isn't true.

six things you touch everyday:
01) Pens
02) Cds
03) My hand
04) My lighter
05) Food
06) My hair

five friends: (in no order)
01) Tyler
02) Leanna
03) Nina
04) Jessi
05) Adam

four books:
01) The Speed of Dark
02) The Perks of Being A Wallflower
03) Speak
04) German-to-English Dictonaries

three things to do before school:
01) wake up
02) brush my teeth
03) argue with dustin about which cd we should listen to in the morning, the hives, seether, or breaking benjamin

two thoughts right now:
01) Why people pick apart other people when they feel shitty about themselves. I mean have you ever thought about how those random people feel when you make fun of them and how would feel if they knew what you were thinking? and how much would you like it if other people did that to you? You're just spreading the hatred. So what if you feel shitty? Find some OTHER way to make you feel better than hurting someone else, even IF they never freaking knew that you did that.
02) I think I left my amp on....

one moment to tell:
01) Awww...the first time i gotta green slip...and had to tell my mom...she asked me if i was on drugs b/c i wasn't showing any emotion....*sigh*

Currently Playing
A Grand Don't Come for Free
By The Streets
Could Well Be In
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